if the door's closed try pushing

A week after the terrible mistake of our classmate today again we had to have a test to finish our course. And the teacher gave us only one question just one... we expected that would be easy and 3 hours later all of us still have nothing. So everybody kind of gave up and did their thing, The teacher stood up and read 6 of our names and said to stay behind and told everyone else to leave. As we sat down with him he said some things and suddenly that we gets 8's or 9's as our final grade and wishes us merry Christmas and also asked us to leave. We went out quietly, light up our smokes and started jumping running screaming around like little kids.

Life is full of surprises.
With love,
OZ

everybody needs someone like this

It's great to have a friend that says 'Let's go bike riding' me:'nahh it's cold and snowy and stuff..' and he replies ' I wasn't asking... get dressed' :D And it sure was fun to try out down hill bike sliding/drifting... Now after this it's either i'm getting really ill or magic happens and I stay healthy :D there's even a short video if anyone wants to see that is ^^ Dorm life is fun ^^

With love,
OZ

If all goes well... it's going too well

This nonsense happened today.. We were writing a test, it was the final test of the subject and man oh man that subject was so hard... And for this, most important, test a day before we got the question sheet. We shared between people we trust but somehow the other guys got it too -.- so yesterday we studied it got the answers together and made cheat-sheets and came to the test prepared to WIN. Got the question sheets and what do you know those were the same as we got the day before. Everybody nodded between the ones we trust and started writing, even the teacher went out and I hear from a friend behind me 'this is going too good' as we continued writing one classmate went to give in his answers then went back took his things and as he was walking to the door the teacher to his paper and from that one fell another paper and it was the photo that we got the day before with the answers written below. The teacher started asking him questions but he didn't say anything... So the teacher gathered all of our papers and ripped them in half in front of the class and said 'see you next Wednesday. Same class. Same time. different questions' all of our jaws dropped and speechless left.

Moral here. If you cheat in school do it properly either share everything with everyone or be sure not to make mistakes because mistakes like that get you a big black mark from everyone.

With love,

OZ

A moment that changed me

So i'll tell you a story of one of the best moments in my life. A little bit of back ground. I was the weird one always dressed black with that emo style always listening to music not really talkative. Then I joined this little anime club and started to go out more but this there was this lack in people skills. Some time later three girls joined the club... nothing special in my life though couldn't even to talk to then. But then some time later like a month or two later in summer time I started walking (a lot) and asking others to come together. And one of those girls decided to join when everybody declined. That saturday we walked around and so I decided to show her my favorite place a hill that oversees the whole city. So we went there and just lied down on the grass and started talking... Few hours later we went back and just split. The next day I get a call from her asking to go back and talk more. That happened once twice the third time we got some wine and went there at 8am and just talked. And the thing that she said was the thing that got to me ' you are the scariest person I have ever seen but now I see that you have the biggest heart of most people I know' and that just broke me in a good way tho .. at 9pm-ish I walked her home and went home my self.

What I want to say is that I know how it is when people stay silent for so long what it means to talk to some one and to hear those words. So if any of you are in a similar situation as I was and just want to talk then just txt me because to be saved is a blessing... And I really want to help as was I.

With love,
OZ

Just a smile can change everything

It all started at a party about 3 or so years ago... Nothing special some drinks and sleep but the point of a story comes later. The morning after I carefully got up not trying to wake up anyone since everybody's sleeping possibly drunk... Got dressed and went out at half past 5a.m. went to have a seat on a bridge near by just to have a smoke and watch the sun rise... was quite the morning something I wasn't expecting :D went back home to my surprise everybody still sleeping :D got a bottle of red wine and went to the kitchen and randomly started cutting stuff up and making pizzas. Made like 12-13 pizzas and put them to stay warm and went to watch TV. People started getting up one by one and complaining about hangovers and being hungry. Me being nice as always I locked the kitchen that nobody would notice and played around with everybody And an hour or so later I started bringing out the pizzas to everybody :D In the end it all was worth it just to see their smiles and happily enjoying something I made ^^
The moral here is that the simplest things as smiles from your friends can make your day brighter and nicer and it doesn't matter how early you get up or how hard you work.

With love,
OZ

My first

So on the year of 2010 September 1'st right after the school ceremony as I came home I started watching anime for the first time and i remember clear as it was yesterday. I watched Rosario+Vampire. Before that I only had seen Dragon ball Z so it was kind of new to me. When I began I watched and watched all day and all night I just noticed that I was already late for school so I just skipped it :D skipped 4 days of school and didn't sleep for that exact amount of time xD I't really was like a drug to me at the time. Yet it did change me only I don't know was it good or bad... So and it all started from that I might even call it my fist time :D

With love,
OZ

What I learned in school

After a certain story was read by my teacher, curator and so on I got a 'date' with the schools psychiatrist. And it was 2 or 3 days before Christmas. So i went to her and my first question was 'Who will be able to know what here will be said' naturally she said 'no one'. In my luck i had just finished a couple of books about psychology and picked up some stuff ^^ so it was a perfect moment to try out what i got to know. 3 or so minutes in i picked up on her movements that she is more scared then me :D great for me. And so I started feeding her little stories that were blown up to silly proportions just to play some games with her.... after a couple of these stories I noticed that she started shacking and scared... But since that was not my goal I stood up said sorry and left.
NEXT DAY
first thing in the lesson i get pulled out by the curator to go to the head masters office and he starts asking the exact stuff that i said to that so called psychologist. I explained stuff calmly and stuff and got out of that place.
LAST DAY BEFORE X-MAS
after all the school work I went to her(psychologist) opened the door stepped in and said 'Thank you for the confidentiality but these kind of things get you fired or worse. And you at least could do your job properly and not get played by a school boy. Merry Christmas hope to never see you again.

So after all of this the only thing i got is that being creative gets you in trouble and school workers can't be trusted. And after all that they don't understand why we have trust issues.

With love,
Oz