everybody needs someone like this

It's great to have a friend that says 'Let's go bike riding' me:'nahh it's cold and snowy and stuff..' and he replies ' I wasn't asking... get dressed' :D And it sure was fun to try out down hill bike sliding/drifting... Now after this it's either i'm getting really ill or magic happens and I stay healthy :D there's even a short video if anyone wants to see that is ^^ Dorm life is fun ^^

With love,
OZ

If all goes well... it's going too well

This nonsense happened today.. We were writing a test, it was the final test of the subject and man oh man that subject was so hard... And for this, most important, test a day before we got the question sheet. We shared between people we trust but somehow the other guys got it too -.- so yesterday we studied it got the answers together and made cheat-sheets and came to the test prepared to WIN. Got the question sheets and what do you know those were the same as we got the day before. Everybody nodded between the ones we trust and started writing, even the teacher went out and I hear from a friend behind me 'this is going too good' as we continued writing one classmate went to give in his answers then went back took his things and as he was walking to the door the teacher to his paper and from that one fell another paper and it was the photo that we got the day before with the answers written below. The teacher started asking him questions but he didn't say anything... So the teacher gathered all of our papers and ripped them in half in front of the class and said 'see you next Wednesday. Same class. Same time. different questions' all of our jaws dropped and speechless left.

Moral here. If you cheat in school do it properly either share everything with everyone or be sure not to make mistakes because mistakes like that get you a big black mark from everyone.

With love,

OZ

A moment that changed me

So i'll tell you a story of one of the best moments in my life. A little bit of back ground. I was the weird one always dressed black with that emo style always listening to music not really talkative. Then I joined this little anime club and started to go out more but this there was this lack in people skills. Some time later three girls joined the club... nothing special in my life though couldn't even to talk to then. But then some time later like a month or two later in summer time I started walking (a lot) and asking others to come together. And one of those girls decided to join when everybody declined. That saturday we walked around and so I decided to show her my favorite place a hill that oversees the whole city. So we went there and just lied down on the grass and started talking... Few hours later we went back and just split. The next day I get a call from her asking to go back and talk more. That happened once twice the third time we got some wine and went there at 8am and just talked. And the thing that she said was the thing that got to me ' you are the scariest person I have ever seen but now I see that you have the biggest heart of most people I know' and that just broke me in a good way tho .. at 9pm-ish I walked her home and went home my self.

What I want to say is that I know how it is when people stay silent for so long what it means to talk to some one and to hear those words. So if any of you are in a similar situation as I was and just want to talk then just txt me because to be saved is a blessing... And I really want to help as was I.

With love,
OZ

Just a smile can change everything

It all started at a party about 3 or so years ago... Nothing special some drinks and sleep but the point of a story comes later. The morning after I carefully got up not trying to wake up anyone since everybody's sleeping possibly drunk... Got dressed and went out at half past 5a.m. went to have a seat on a bridge near by just to have a smoke and watch the sun rise... was quite the morning something I wasn't expecting :D went back home to my surprise everybody still sleeping :D got a bottle of red wine and went to the kitchen and randomly started cutting stuff up and making pizzas. Made like 12-13 pizzas and put them to stay warm and went to watch TV. People started getting up one by one and complaining about hangovers and being hungry. Me being nice as always I locked the kitchen that nobody would notice and played around with everybody And an hour or so later I started bringing out the pizzas to everybody :D In the end it all was worth it just to see their smiles and happily enjoying something I made ^^
The moral here is that the simplest things as smiles from your friends can make your day brighter and nicer and it doesn't matter how early you get up or how hard you work.

With love,
OZ

My first

So on the year of 2010 September 1'st right after the school ceremony as I came home I started watching anime for the first time and i remember clear as it was yesterday. I watched Rosario+Vampire. Before that I only had seen Dragon ball Z so it was kind of new to me. When I began I watched and watched all day and all night I just noticed that I was already late for school so I just skipped it :D skipped 4 days of school and didn't sleep for that exact amount of time xD I't really was like a drug to me at the time. Yet it did change me only I don't know was it good or bad... So and it all started from that I might even call it my fist time :D

With love,
OZ

What I learned in school

After a certain story was read by my teacher, curator and so on I got a 'date' with the schools psychiatrist. And it was 2 or 3 days before Christmas. So i went to her and my first question was 'Who will be able to know what here will be said' naturally she said 'no one'. In my luck i had just finished a couple of books about psychology and picked up some stuff ^^ so it was a perfect moment to try out what i got to know. 3 or so minutes in i picked up on her movements that she is more scared then me :D great for me. And so I started feeding her little stories that were blown up to silly proportions just to play some games with her.... after a couple of these stories I noticed that she started shacking and scared... But since that was not my goal I stood up said sorry and left.
NEXT DAY
first thing in the lesson i get pulled out by the curator to go to the head masters office and he starts asking the exact stuff that i said to that so called psychologist. I explained stuff calmly and stuff and got out of that place.
LAST DAY BEFORE X-MAS
after all the school work I went to her(psychologist) opened the door stepped in and said 'Thank you for the confidentiality but these kind of things get you fired or worse. And you at least could do your job properly and not get played by a school boy. Merry Christmas hope to never see you again.

So after all of this the only thing i got is that being creative gets you in trouble and school workers can't be trusted. And after all that they don't understand why we have trust issues.

With love,
Oz

Plastic nee-san

Plastic nee-san
I don't even know how should I go with this... Firstly I only suggest watching it if you're having a really random day or you like weird stuff because this is one heck of a masterpiece of weirdness :D

But it was really funny to watch and it might be good to show other to confuse them about what anime is all about. I really liked the drawing style and how it changes along the way. I ain't sure if there is a story line but what ever that was it changes faster then you can think about it. 

in general 7/10

in randomness 11/10 :D

With love,
ME

the difference between friends and acquaintances

So in my life there is a fin line between friends and acquaintances. Yes they do feel similar but the sad truth is that they two different things... From personal experience it does hurt not to know the difference specially after hopping one is the other. (sorry for the personal moment) I thought i had a really good friend... always staying together knowing etch other and stuff... but the moment he got he forgot about me... no txts no nothing... that broke me (to tell the truth). So after that, i got to know the difference. Acquaintances might help and so on, they will be with you in time of minimal need... but friends will help at any time...they will listen and help even in their own expense those might be real. The sad truth is that it's hard to see the difference between friends and acquaintances. But I guess you need to get burned to realize the difference.
So my tip: you need to test people (learn of their behavior, skills. and their current friends)
People that use you are not your friends (trust me(if needed ask personally))
If you feel bad and ask them... remember bros before hoes (no mean to offend anybody)

Well this might not be much... but i don't want you to feel the thing that i felt.

With love,
ME

Dream catchers log #2

This one was simple and short.

As I enter my school i get asked to go and talk to my teacher. I go there and sit in from of her. She say's 'hands up front on the table and don't dare move them' so I do as ordered. Suddenly the classroom goes dark only two lights are left. As she starts asking some questions I see 8 piano wires spinning around coming closer to the spaces between my fingers. The wires start cutting through my hands and the blood covers my teachers face and mine. As she asks something about chemistry or biology there are all sorts of blood and organs flying out of my hands...
I don't know if it's true but i guess I felt the pain in my sleep also when I got up my left hand knuckles got scratched to blood by myself ... weird morning if i may say so myself :D

With love,
ME

Black Bullet

Black bullet was an interesting anime with an interesting storyline yet somehow resembles 'attack on titan' with all the hiding from monsters that turn out to be the initiators but I guess the difference is that they actually know that from the start. The drawing style is really good the music suits what is happening in the anime so points for that  all the characters have their own interesting relationship ^^ yet the initiators and  promoter fighting style was a great and interesting idea. But in my opinion they could have expanded the series to 24 episodes because it ended too quickly and some stuff just felt unfinished. All in all great anime worth watching. 7.8/10 in my book all day long ^^

Sincerely,
ME

scribble scribble scribble

I wake up early in the morning smelling that sweet sweet aroma of coffee even from the second floor. With eyes open as much as a just born kittens i slowly get to the shower and turn on the perfect temperature water. After the shower still a bit sleepy but with eyes more of a human went downstairs for that coffee. Before entering the kitchen i left my slippers at the front door because its somehow a great feeling to walk barefooted on the cold kitchen floor in the morning to get that coffee. First step is always the one that takes the biggest breath but it gets better as it goes so slowly but surely i make my way to the steaming cup of coffee. Picking up a steaming cup of coffee with both hands and carefully raise it to my lips when suddenly a huge gust wind blew opened a window 'well that's something new' i gave myself a little laugh about it as I walk to close the window. Before closing looked out noticed that its raining nicely didn't even think twice before turning around and with a fast pace went over to the table and rolled up a cigarette got the coffee and went back to the window put the mug down to light up the cigarette. When suddenly the glass of the window shatters for some unknown reason and cuts my hand and my feet as i try to step back but only step on more glass and fall backwards. Slowly and carefully I crawl to the first aid kit in the other room. Hour or so later taking all the glass shards out of my feet and bandaging them up put on my slippers and went back to clean up. The floor looked like a war zone. Got all the glass out of the way and gave it another shot of still saving whats left out of this morning. Took the cigarette out and then the lighter when something went through my eyes but still light it up had one puff and took a drink of the coffee that i waited so long for. After lowering the cup i saw what i wouldn't even think about... A girl... A black haired girl in a black silken robe with a sword in her hands those tiny beautiful pointed at my forehead. Before i even got the chance to swallow my coffee as she pushed the sword through my head as a sharp pain shuts me down and i think to my self ' what a morning...'  and try to open my eyes and i see the same sword just poked into my forehead but as i look further down the sword i see the back of my head bleeding and with the sword sticking out of it and i hear the girl saying 'sorry' with a sad voice of hers.

originally this was for school some years ago and got sent to a psychiatrist :D sorry for all the mistakes but i wrote this while watching something. 

Best wishes, 

ME

A bit of randomness

True story that i thought is fun enough to share.
So a few hours after i fell asleep i was woken up by  my drunk roommate asking me to do a beer-run... since I myself had a pint before sleep so that was a no go... (even to me this part is boring... :D but it'll get better promise)
So as i fell asleep AGAIN i dream the exact same situation only the slight difference that when they woke me up and as i looked at them i rolled my eyes back started mumbling something that could sound satanic even bite through my left arm and stuck my right arms fingers in the hole then with the blood on my fingers i painted something on ones forehead and the others mouth. rolled my eyes back to normal as they started burning from the inside... woke up smiled and went back to sleep..

Sincerely,
ME

Guardians of the galaxy (the movie)

Just watched it.. AWESOME.. LOVED IT! So here it goes.... It was funny, dramatic, sad, awesome, and much more. The music... wow the music....It was selected perfectly. It made a lot of difference to how i saw the movie. Secondly the characters.. every single one had their own personal traits that kind of made it banal yet made it stand out ^^.. and if I say so myself i loved it for it.

now for the official part...:

music 10/10
special effects 5/10 (could have worked more on those... )
plot 8/10
characters 10/10
story 9/10

I'd love to hear back form all of you ^^
sincerely,
Oz

Heya,

first of all i'm a student that loves cars, anime, movies and so on... yea nothing special...
Second of all I like to cook, parties, photographing, going out, random walking and talking to people, traveling and stuff like that
Third of all i'd like to say that ' I would like to hear from you... positive or negative i still would ^^'
Fourth of all 'damn this sounds pathetic *laughs* but yea.... '
Fifth... friends are everything to me. Also loyal as a dog (even though im a cat person :D )
And most importantly you want to say something or just talk no need to be shy ^^

sincerely,
ME